Poem taken from the collection ‘Broke: Poems & Lyrics’ available as Audiobook & e-Book through Amazon click here.

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I’m standing awaiting
caught in commotion
as the voices call through a veil

I hear them and fear them
even need rescuing
they make me aware of the nail

that drives through our senses
when alone it commences
to obsess me in sweet delusions

the nail it pierces
my heart as it fleeces
the last of courage from my mansion

as I tasted the apple
I quaked and my rattle
fell out from my innocent hand

I learnt of your lessons
obeyed your deceptions
and was made to fit into your plans

and now I can feel
the noise of the void
as the motion slows to a halt

feels like I’m dying
I’m scared of trying
to make sense just to please them all

I was shot down
as the black limousine
slowed to a glistening halt

the devil climbed out
his gestures obscene
my fears all came bleeding out

I knew he would laugh
as I fell to the ground
he had won the final bout

shot with bullets of madness
or bullets of sadness
my heart ached ’til it wanted to stop

I can’t understand you
my mind burns with fire
I always just wished to belong

alone is no home
just broken desire
I’ve been shot down for being in love

Written by Mark DK Berry – Copyright 1987